Even heroes have the right to bleed.

The line is taken from Superman. It's freaking amazing how this song pops up in my life. Even last night when iw as going through an emo period, every song that played had meaning. And the icing on the cake was Superman. Walk in today for work and go through the list of songs i have to play and lo and behold.. there it is again.

Noticed that me and my friends are going through a slight slump in our lives. Emotionally. All of us are lost in one part of our lives. Emotionally, career, family, social. Was a drab night out with the gang. Cos everyones emo-ness rubbed off on each other. For me i am not sure what it is. Career is good, family is good, friends is good. I guess you have just reached a part of your life when you just want to find that someone and be happy i guess. But it's so hard to find that someone. That fits most of your criterias. Even the chemistry part comes with baggage.

Everyone says when youa re not looking for something then that is when it will come. But last nite i heard a new one. How can you find somehting youw ant if you don't look for it.. Something to ponder.

I guess just going through a funk now which will come out soon i suppose. Looking forward to the weekend cos it will be the first weekend after a month where i do not have any activities. So stay home and spend time with rfiends sounds good.

Arsenal!!!!

LAst night or should i say early this morning was the first round of Champions League. Of course my guys from Arsenal played against Real Madrid. Now on paper Madrid looks like a stronger team. I must admit i had my hesitations. But we came out victorious! 1 goal was it took by the amazing Thierry Henry, Captain of Arsenal. I know that there is return leg bu i would like to relish this moment!

Superman Returns

The whole of last week Superman from 3 doors down kept playing during my show. It does not bug me much these days but the frequeny of it is amazing. Even when I am hanging out with my friends it plays. Weird. At first i left it alone not wanting to bother about it. But with it playing every day at least twice i am being more careful. Even DB has been playing. But not that much.

Other than that life is cool. Been taking things easy emotionally and mentally. But physically it's been crazy. Been working, shooting my tv show. This weekend drained me out.

Me secrets!

Your Love Life Secrets Are

Looking back on your life, you will have a few true loves. You've been deeply wounded in the past, and you're still recovering from that hurt. You expect a lot from your lover - you want the full package. You tend to be very picky. In fights, you are able to walk away and calm down. You are able to weather the storm. A break-up usually comes as a shock to you. You always think things are going well.

Your Love Life Secrets, Revealed

Intreresting!

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free. In love, you feel the most alive when things are straight-forward, and you're told that you're loved. You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring. You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please. Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with. Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment. You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred. In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

So Sick

As usual i like to post up songs that have an effect on me. Check this one out. It's called So Sick by Ne-Yo. Awesome song. Also it's ironic cos i work on radio. haha but the lyrics seem mean and just as note to the readers. This is not targeted at anyone. I sincerely and really just like the song.

Gotta change my answering machine Now that im alone
Cuz right now it says that we
Cant come to the phone
And I know it makes no sence
Cuz you walked out the door
But its the only way i hear your voice anymore
(its ridiculous)
Its been months
And for some reason i just
(cant get over us)
And im stronger then this
(enough is enough)
No more walkin round
With my head down
Im so over being blue
Cryin over you

And im so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishing you were still here
Said im so sick of love songs so sad and slow
So why cant i turn off the radio?

Gotta fix that calender i have
Thats marked July 15th
Because since theres no more you
Theres no more anniversary
Im so fed up with my thoughts of you
And your memory
And how every song reminds me
Of what used to be

Thats the reason im so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishing you were still here
Said im so sick of love songs so sad and slow
So why cant i turn off the radio?

(Leave me alone)
Leave me alone
(Stupid love songs)
Dont make me think about her smile
Or having my first child
Let it go
Turning off the radio

Cuz im so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishing she was still here
Said im so sick of love songs so sad and slow
So why cant i turn off the radio?
(why cant i turn off the radio?)

Said im so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishing she was still here
Said im so sick of love songs so sad and slow
So why cant i turn off the radio?
(why cant i turn off the radio?)

And im so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishin you were still here
Said im so sick of love songs so sad and slow
Why cant i turn off the radio?
(why cant i turn off the radio?)
Why cant i turn off the radio?

Gong Xi Fa Cai

Too all my Chinese friends and family. A very Happy and prosperous Chinese New Year. I hope this year bring you love, health, happiness and good fortune.

It's been a good weekend the whole celebrations and gambling has been fun. Also having lots of ppl in the house helps a lot. Tho i prefered to stay home last night and have a few friends over then going through the exodus of partying last night with the gang.

Have to make plans and find themoney to go to Australia for a well deserved break.

Not much to update la actually. Life has been normal and stuff. Just that everyone is on leave and I am working. But it's all good la. So once again Happy Chinese New Year

Blur

It was an incredible weekend. Especially Saturday. We had a bowling event with federal bowl. It was so muchb fun. I haven't bowled in years but i still got it. But my arm is still aching from it. Night was amazing. We went for the Black Party and had so much fun. But the real party for me started when we went to Loft and i grabbed the mic and partied for 3 hours non stop. It was cool.

But the weekend event have got me thinking again. Yes it happens once in awhile. Think of it as urban renewal for the soul. Lots of things in my head. More on the present and the near future i suppose.

I guess there is a lot to say about the joys of being single. But more than anything is that i can go out with anyone at any time or anywhere and do what i want. Seriously? I miss the companionship and knowing i have someone. Sigh. Yes i have these normal commitment attacks. But i guess God has a bitgger plan for me. Let's see what happens. Just feeling a bit low these last few days. But as always i shall bounce back.

Let there be updates!

Well since I started the afternoon shift my life has become a whole lot easier. I even feel healthier. I guess it's the whole sleeping like a normal person and actually coming home at a decent time and managing time to myself. ALso i think the living in hartamas part helps a lot in the time scenario. And of course the knowledge that I don't work weekends is amazing!

Had some of Murats friends over for the last week or so. Those guys are crazy! But they are real nice. And good fun. Lots of weird stuff happens when they around which i will not get into. The best is the midnight snacks which are amazing. I mean we make maggi mee. But these guys toast bread, cheese spread, salami, hot peppers, tuna, chocolate nutella, cheese. Amazing man. I guess the only thing I can't get used to is every air con in the house being on. It's scary to think what our electricity bill will belike end of the month.

So far it's been a good first few weeks fo the new year. I been happy more than sad and i got a lot o look forward too. My TV show starts shooting again next week so I am looking forward to that.

Also I noticed ever sincei moved and started doing this shift i have cut my expenses down by almsost half. Very uplifting! I guess cos i eat at work where to food is subsidiezed and stuff.

Anyway am looking forward to this weekend cos the team will be bowling in Federal Bowl with listeners. I haven't bowled in ages so it will be nice to see if i still got them skillz.

Yes yes no juicy updates but hey the juicy updates are saved for some day else. What do you expect la. I am at work now and nothing to do.

Here's sneezy!

*my nephews and my sis. ettiene played sneezy in his schools play for snow white.

Ettienne!

My nephew in another one of his halloween outfits.

2006 and then some

Looking back ont he last few days. The loss of Nana has affected me. Seeing how fragile life is. That you could be happy and life screws up for you. Death knows no age, race, color, religion or even personality. Although I believe that God takes the good ones first. So i am pretty sure that wherever she is, she is happy in that big foosball table up in the sky. And i know i have another guardian angel.

2006 looks pretty promising for me. My show has been shifted to 1pm till 5pm. I have 3 months to prove my worth to the station and I am up for the challenge. ALso my TV show has been confirmed. Good start i suppose but there is plenty of work to be done. (Yo Ben, looks like no more late night online chats.)

Am moved into my new place and finally back to living with housemates. Drums banging at 6 am. People doing nose dives and crashing into your bed. Well i guess it's the little things. But the house is real comfy and i feel very good there. PLyus it's the convenience factor.

Not much happening on the love front. In fact it's downright depressing. But then again i think i should enjoy my life which i am learning how to do day by day. And learning to be more confident. Cheers 2006!

Classics

Yeah we had nothing else to do. My lovely models Jane, Yin Yi and Cheryl.

*photos courtesy of yin yi 

God protect her!

Dear reader,

It is with the heaviest heart i have ever had that I tell you that my friend Sophina Mohd. Akhir aka Nana has passed last night at about 11 pm. She was 25 and one of the sweetest girls i know. As far as i know everyone liked her and she was dear to me as a friend. Religion says that God always takes the good ones first. Well God chose the right one cos she was good. And though it hurts to know that i will never hear her voice again, see her smile or see her play foosball i know that she has gone to heaven.

Nana you will be missed and may God bless your soul.

A plea for a miracle from you

Dear reader,

A real good friend of mine has been put into a coma after a real bad motorcycle accident and she basically got a very bad fracture on her skull. She is currently in a coma and the doctors do not see her pulling through. She is currently on life support and according to the doctors things look grim. I hope that if you read this you will say a special prayer to whatever God, Religion, Saint or whatever faith you have for a mircale to happen. It saddens me as she is such a beautiful person. She is beautiful, smart and amazing. Everyone she has met has nothing but amazing things to say about her and she has been an awesome friend to me. So please say a special prayer for Sophina @ Nana. Thank You.

Welcome 2006

Ok heres the update. Obviouslyi Have not added anything till just after x'mas so I shall jot them down here.

Hitz.fm Year End Jamz Party @ Zouk
Well we had a massive party in Zouk. It was amazing. I felt like a rap superstar. Once the jakeman hit the decks me and Ean took our mics and went into the crowd and partied hard. It was amazing night. I think that was the hardest i partied the whole year! Plus i got to spin in Zouks main room for an hour. Ok most of you will not get the gravity of this occasion for me. To be able to spin in one of the hottest clubs in town to a packed dancefloor and having everyone bump to your jams. Everytime i looked at the crowd i was awe strucked.

Moving house/worst day of 2005
Yes i am officially living in my new house. But the move was the worst. First of all the mover guy came 4 hours late. ANd when he finally arrived he had brought the wrong lorry. It was way too small to carry all my stuff. SO i brought the essentials. So we put everything into the lift. Then it happened. The lift jammed! Finally after 20 mins we got the lift moving again. So we loaded the stuff in the lorry. And the rain came down. Guess what?! Nothing to cover up my bed! So i now have a water bed! Managed ti rush to the new house to meet the security guys to fix the new gate remotes. Oh yeah i was trying to rush but the lorry driver was driving at like 30KMs. My god!

New years Eve
Yes the night of party. I was stuck in the studio till midnight doing the countdown show. It was awesome cos i got to wish thousands of ppl on air at once. Thought i would have an easy eve so i headed down to breakers. Walked in and had the manager come up to me and ask me to dj cos the dj just picked up and left. So i partied in the consle for 3 hours. It was hot! I had so much of fun. Then off too another club in Sri Damansara where a friend was spinning till 7 am. Then went home to sleep in my brand new house.

Lots of hopes for 2006 and lots of things to look forward too. I wish you all the best of luck, health, love and joy.

Chestnuts Roasting...

Yes we all know that song. The Christmas week was a blur. I got back on TUesday evening and immediately did my normal crusade to Batu Ferringhi to stock up. Was not really a good few days in Penang cos I was nursing a flu and had bad case of rashes. Which subsided thank god by X'mas Eve. But that did not stop me from partying. Went to the happening stretch of Penang clubs with Lorna.Went into a club and bumped into Liang and of all people performing there that night Jaclyn Victor. Was fun hanging out with ehr for awhile. Then headed over to SS to catch up with Leroy and Jack for a bit.

Friday was cool. Jakeman was spining in one of the clubs in Penang so i went there along with Moots and Irene. Next day took the couple shopping for a bit before heading home for x'mas dinner and then it was off to church. Immaculate Conception Church ahd a Pantomim which is basically a christmas play. Very well done.

Bumped into some old friends. Good stuff.

Christmas Day was nice. I slept the whole day! Was crazy. I just kept going in and out of sleep.

So the holiday was basically very quick la. Before you knew it it was over. ANd it's back to the land of the living.

Got to concentrate on moving now.

New year, new home, new hopes, new dreams, new aspiration and definetely new and more crap!

Some Foosing Pics

Here are some pics of recent and not so recent foosball tournaments. We had the national finals 2005 over the weekend. Nothing to shout about. It was a good tournament all in all and I had to be an official for every final. Which was good cos I got a good view of all the games. Personal results

Proam - Partnered Jimmy Lim. No result but we did go quite a distance.
Mixed Doubles - Last Minute entry with Ee Lin. Not bad. Even though i had the flu we managed to get 3rd......again
Doubles - Me and my dawg Robert managed to pull of 6th Place
SIngles - Not too good this year but it think i finished somewhere in the top 10. 

More pics

 

My best friend Moots.. BUT

He does not realise that in 10 seconds after this pic i would throw him on the ground and kick him in the nuts! Hahahah