Tuesday, April 11, 2006

What if

Went to Zouk for their monday night Mambo Jambo thingie. But i din have too much fun. It was way too packed. Could not enjoy myself but it was good bumping into everyone. I thought I would go home early but i left after closing but went straight home to sleep.

Went to watch "The Wild" last night as well. Must admit was very entertaining. Keep aneye for the Koala Bear who is voiced by Eddie Izzard. Now if you don't know who Eddie is he is a british cross dressing comedian. He is damn funy. Definetely a date movie or a movie for the family.

Notice the title? Well i have prided myself in a life of no regrets. No "what ifs". So i was thinking about all the what ifs that could have occured. I was watching MTV while thinking and suddenly Babyface came on, and the song.... "What If". How ironic. *shivers*

I ran into a friend of yours the other day
And I asked her how you've been
She said my girl is fine; just bought a house, got a job, real good man
I told her I was glad for you; that's wonderful
But does she ever ask `bout me?
She said she's happy with her life right now
Let her go, let her be
And I told myself I would, but something in my heart just would not let you go
I just wanna know

What if we were wrong about each other?
What if you were really made for me?
What if we was `sposed to be together?
Would that not mean anything?
What if that was `sposed to be my house that you go home to every day?
How can you be sure that things are better?
If you can't be sure your heart is still here with me
Still wanting me

Your friend asked me if there was someone special in my life that I was seeing
I told her there was no one in particular
There's just I, myself, and me
I told her that I dream of you quite often
She just cut her eyes at me
She said you got a home, you're very happy
So just stop your meddling
I told her that I won't
I said that THINGS was cool, but I guess I was wrong
I still can't move on


Now that could be my car
That could be my house
That could be my baby boy that you're nursing
That could be the trash that I always take out
That could be the chair that I love to CHILL in
That could be my food on the table at the end of the day
Hugs and the kisses, all the love we make
What the hell do you expect me to say?
What if it's really `sposed to be this way?
What if you're really `sposed to be with me?

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