Halloween Party at the Dog

Yes we do look creepy. Thats cos it was a Halloween party at Bulldog. One of our more favourite hangouts. Yes I am guilty of not getting dolled up for the event but it was cool la. Thanks to Zorro and Prince Charming. We had sustanance to last the night. It was a fun evening until Moots decided to have a blood bath. Before you think of something awkwardly creepy. We had a tube of fake blood which some people decided to finish up. Hence the picture of me looking like someone had just given me a shiner on my forehead.

Yin Yi's impromptu Birthday

What was supposed to be a normal stroll to pick up something at The Curve turned into a nice evening with Edric, Yin Yi, Ryan and Shaul. It was Yin Yi's lil birthday celebration which we crashed. Nice evening and good food.

Happy Birthday Yin Yi! Hope you like the present.

Friends

Been having a good couple of days with good friends. It's been a while since i felt really happy with my friends and not worrying about anything. Like there are friends that are truely sincere friends and you know that you will know these same people when you are old. Like you will probably be taking your kids and grandkids to their houses for deepavali, raya, christmas and maybe some german holidays. Right Moe?

But the fact is nothing is worth sacrificing a friend for. I found some real friends who are on the same wavelength that I am in and i appreciate them a lot. hen you think of the variables that crush a friendship, you always think it's worth it at the time but it never is. Nothing beats friendship. The only thing that rivals that would be blissful love. Of course with the opposite sex la. Depending which side you pitch for.

So if you know you have a good friend and you appreciate their friendship. Let them know ok. It's not hard.

Baby pics

My Godson at 2 months

 

Bored

 


Ok nothing happened today. Slept, woke up, ate, foosed, came to work. So i won't bore you. Just look at this fine ass pic of me. 

Was it Saturday?

So I slept at about 1 pm and woke up at about 7pm. Rushed on over to my event and once it was done I managed to rush home to catch a lil bit of football. Thank God Arsenal won even tho RObert Pires probably made the biggest embarassment in football history. Well you have to watch it to make any sense of what i just said.

Went over to Murats place to chill for a bit. Headed over to Hartamas Square to have supper with friends. But it was raining so we were pretty much stuck for awhile. Which was ok la.

Headed home and banged on the PS2 for a bit before heading out to work. Am a bit more relieved now that even my sunday mshift has been changed to a 6 am shift. It makes the sleeping pattern a li bit more bareable. Plans for today? None. Maybe dinner with the guys.

So far it's been a pretty decent and laid back weekend. The way i like it. Am looking forward to a nice week with hopefully some progress in life.

Sleep!

Today was pretty amazing yet awesomely tiring. Well we had our normal friday meetings which meant i did not sleep till i got home which was about 12. So finished meeting and did some recordings, i rushed home to try and sleep as much as i could which i had to wake up at 4 pm. Well i was o tired i did not even hear 3 alarms clocks ring. Fortunately iw oke up at about 5 and rushed down to Grand Seasons hotel where were having a buka puasa with some kids from 2 orphanages.

Was real nice seeing so many smiling kids. It was good. Made me feel all tingly and stuff. Made me realise how lucky i was to have what i have and was in a position to put a smile on some peoples faces. Thank you God.

SOme of us proceded to head downstairs to chill out and catch up then it was off to heritage row for a li bit if partying and looseingni up. Which i did not know whether was a good idea since i had only got 3 hours of sleep. But it was a real nice night. Good friends around. We then went for supper and i rushed home to take a shower and proceded to work.

Of course i am dying to go home and sleep but got to work. GOnna try and get a full 8 hours of sleep today.

ALthough my world is in a bit of chaos it was nice to sit back and realise that there are things that i can do to help people smile and that of course i have good friends.

Thanks JC. You the man. I guess sometimes every cloud has a silver lining.

DOOM!

Hahaha, no don't worry. I checked out the premiere of DOom tonight starring "The Rock". Verdict in 2 stars only. The movie was pretty bad. THough i did fall asleep about 1/3 of them ovie. I think iw as snoring. Can't remember or rather no one told me other wise.

It's been a weird couple of days but it's good la. Got my mind working again. As in there are things to think about.

Not much to update tho. Life goes on.

Oh yeah picked up a new PS2 game. "Fifa Street" it's pretty good and is robbing me of 2 hours everyday.

I ain't Superman!

I can’t stand to fly
I’m not that naive
I’m just out to find
The better part of me
I’m more than a bird...
I’m more than a plane
More than some pretty face beside a train
It’s not easy to be me
Wish that I could cry
Fall upon my knees
Find a way to lie
About a home I’ll never see
It may sound absurd...but don’t be naive
Even heroes have the right to bleed
I may be disturbed...but won’t you concede
Even heroes have the right to dream
It’s not easy to be me
Up, up and away...away from me
It’s all right...you can all sleep sound tonight
I’m not crazy...or anything...I can’t stand to fly
I’m not that naiveMen weren’t meant to ride
With clouds between their knees
I’m only a man in a silly red sheet
Digging for kryptonite on this one way street
Only a man in a funny red sheet
Looking for special things inside of me
Inside of meInside me
Yeah, inside meInside of me
I’m only a manIn a funny red sheet
I’m only a manLooking for a dream
I’m only a manIn a funny red sheet
And it’s not easy
Its not easy to be me

Neglect?

Yeah i know i have not been updating my blog for ages. Reason 1. Nothing special has happened and this week I have been doing Serena C's chift which is a very crazy shift and it won't allow me to write. So things have eased up a lil bit and finally have time to write.

Actually ther is not much really to update. Life is basically moving in a slow pace on the work scene. Social scene as well. Been going for some movie premieres. I highly recommend "Goal". Yeah it's a football movie but it's also for those that don't really like the sport as well. GOod story line

Obviously you have noticed that there are lots of entries earlier on to do with life and maybe even some soppy ones about relationship and stuff. Let's just say i am reaching some very weird times in the matters of the heart department.

Other than that life is good. Just that this week has been hard for me cos of the change of shift at work. So my body is real confused right now. And next week i got to go back to the graveyard shift . So need to get my sleeping pattern upside down again.

Well ok i can update on what i did today. Basically i finished work about 3 pm and went home to try and sleep so i could work out my body clock ovver again. Woke up at about 8pm. Had 4 options for a night out.

1. Loft with Moots and Melvin
2. Poppy with Coery and Sarina
3. Breakers with the gang
4. Murats place with Ash, Cammy and Jes

So sicne i hate going down to KL i opted for breakers. But i din even step into breakers. ALicia was there and she was going through some stuff and needed someone to talk to. SO i was in hartamas square to chat with her and then proceded to Murats place. Was nice. Watched bad boys 2, made sandwiches. Fun and cheap.

Stayed there till 4 am and then went home, took a shower and am at work now. Planing to sleep in the rest of the day and only come out for dinner tonight and watch some football.

Words ringing in my head

My friends keep tellin' me
That if you really love her
You've gotta set her free
And if she returns in kind
I'll know she's mine


Rick Price '91

Hmmmmm????

Your Ideal Relationship is Serious Dating

You're not ready to go walking down the aisle. But you may be ready in a couple of years. You prefer to date one on one, with a commitment. And while chemistry is important, so is compatibility.

What's Your Ideal Relationship?

My hidden talent

Your Hidden Talent

You have the natural talent of rocking the boat, thwarting the system. And while this may not seem big, it can be. It's people like you who serve as the catalysts to major cultural changes. You're just a bit behind the scenes, so no one really notices.

What's Your Hidden Talent?

Something to make you laugh

You Know You Are Living in 2005 when...

1. You accidentally enter your password on the microwave.
2. You haven't played solitaire with real cards in years.
3. You have a list of 15 phone numbers to reach your family of 3.
4. You e-mail the person who works at the desk next to you.
5. Your reason for not staying in touch with friends and family is that they don't have e-mail addresses.
6. You pull up in your own driveway and use your cell phone to see if anyone is home to help you carry in the groceries.
7. Every commercial on television has a web site at the bottom of the screen.
8. Leaving the house without your cell phone, which you didn't have the first 20 or 30 (or 60) years of your life, is now a cause for panic and you turn around to go and get it.
10. You get up in the morning and go on line before getting your coffee.
11. You start tilting your head sideways to smile. : )
12. You're reading this and nodding and laughing.
13. Even worse, you know exactly to whom you are going to forward thismessage.
14. You are too busy to notice there was no #9 on this list.
15 You actually scrolled back up to check that there wasn't a #9 on this list. AND NOW U R LAUGHING at yourself. Go on, forward this to your friends ...you know you want to

Soda!

What a easy going day. Lets see. I woke up close to 4pm. Decided i would stay in and play some more PS2. Am so happy cos I passed a stage on my "Need for speed Underground 2" which i thought i would not do for another few eeks. So as you might imagine i got a bit more engrossed int he game. Now if you do not understand the significance of it... well i dun even know how to explain it. But the stomach sort of vetoed any decision to stay put. So i decided to head on down to my apartments restaurant and have some rice and sweet and sour pork. Yummie.

Edwin called and so did Ean saying that they were in hartamas so what else was there to do but head on down to hartamas. As usual the normal clan was in breakers. But before entering I bumped into another clan. The Seaton Clan! Yeah my exes family and relatives were coming out of a restaurant just as i walked pass. It was good to see all of them and say hello. Of course you get the awkward silences and wonderment on what to talk about. But still it's nice to know that they still are cool with me.

Ean was doing a show in SOda so decided to popover and accompany him. It was weird cos we were in this place called Soda. It's like a different world. Like youc hill out in hartamas for so long and suddenly you walk into this place and it's a totally different crowd of people and even atmosphere. Was ok la.

Had some supper/dinner then went home to shower before heading off to work.

Thought about things a lil bit more today about my situation and decided to be patient. God knows the way and thing obviously happen for a reason. I guessi can't force my situation and when the time comes I know I will be happy. Yes once again I speak Greek. But some of the thing i say here are not for public knowledge it's just a note book of thoughts for myself.

Superman!

Another uneventful day. Woke up and played the PS2 for a bit before heading out for dinner with Edwin in hartamas. There was not many people in breakers tonight so i ended up sitting in a booth downloading crap. Lots of MTV cribs to watch now.

Did some thinking about lots of things even till i came into work. And lo and behold what song plays!!! Superman - Five for fighting. In case you are not too close to me and don't know much about my dealings with music, that song is a bad omen for me. No lightning is not gonna strike me or anything. But lets just say the songs pops up in my lief every now and then when decisions have to be made or something or someone comes into my life. The song is basically a sign for me to "whoa nelly" and rethink certain things. So yeah I have not heard it in about 2 months. So trhe problem is now there is so many things happening in my life and so many thing I am thinking about that I don't know what the song is trying to tell me. I guess I will find out somewhere in this lifetime.

Ok don't get me wrong, my life ain't that in shambles. Just every once in awhile i like to sit back and take stock of life and it's glories. Actually life is pretty good. Just some loose ends every now and then.

Burnout!

No it's not a mood or a physical tiredness i am feeling. It's a game that i spent a while playing in the afternoon. Yeah it was a pretty boring day and I guess uneventful. Till evening came along. Went to meet up with a real good friend to just chat. Looks like we found out a few things about each other that we probably never discussed before. Hahah. Sounds weird eh. 2 guys talking over a teh tarik. But it was a good chat and it sort of put things in perspective esepcially when you got the whole mentality that you are the only one who feels a certain way.

I had actually made some plans earlier in the week for tonight and decided to keep the evening to myself without having to hink about any more. Talked to my ex girlfriend also. Kim. She was telling me about her wedding plans. I am so happy for her. Honestly. It's ncie to see her happy.

So the day did not really show much but tomorrow might prove to be a bit better I pray.

Here By Me

Played this song while i was on air and it connected. Take a look

I hope you will do fine out there without me
Cause I won’t be doing so good without you
The things I thought you’d never know about me
Were the things I guess you always understood
So how could I have been so blind for all these years?
Guess I only see the truth through all this fear,
And living without you…
And everything I had in this world
And all that I’ll ever feIt could all fall down around me.
Just as long as I have you,
Right here by me.
I can’t take another day without you
Cause I could never make it on my own
I’ve been waiting so long, just to hold you
And be back in your arms where I belong
Sorry I can’t always find the words to say
But everything I’ve ever know gets swept away
Inside of your love…
As the days grow long I see
That time is standing still for me
When you’re not here

3 Doors Down - Here By Me

10 days of holiday in a nutshell and then some

Ok so I have been neglecting updating the blog and telling you about my amazing holiday. Well i figured it was not that amazing so I would not bore you with daily details. So here is the compressed version.

Penang was pretty good. Spent a lot of time with family and friends. Most evenings were spent with Jo. Was good seeing her and hanging out with her. We spent most of our time in "Bed". Now before you jump to conclusions. Bed is a nice lil hangout in Pulau Tikus. They had free wi-fi there so we spent most evenings there la.

My nephew is sooo cute and highly energetic especially at night. And his older brother is a "cakap banyak". Here's some advice. Do not rationalise or argue with a 5 year old. Because the live in a world where things make sense only to them.

So penang was cool. Very nice and relaxing at times. My body clock was actually normal for a few days.

The it was off to KK. That was a whirlwind. Went with pop Shuvit. One of the more popular bands in Malaysia. They had a show in a place which ironically is called "Bed" as well that sits on the KK Waterfront. We arrived pretty late in the night so the option to go out and party was not there. So we decided to go eat. And then retired to our apartment. We did not have astro or in house tv so we were forced to watch terrestrial stations. Ended up wathing some documentary on England proceeded by some stupid malay comedy.

Next day we had sound check and then actually spent the afternoon napping. So much for sight seeing. But thanks to Intan & Nini for driving us around everywhere.

The show was amazing. KK locals rock!!! It was an amazing show. Even i got a chance to go on stage and rock with the guys. Ended up in another club in KK called Blue Note. Nice classy joint and it was not packed. Had fun dancing there. As you can see by the pics posted earlier. Then went to eat and rushed to the airport to catch my 6 am flight.

Does not seem like much but it was good to go away and really good to be back. Was good to sleep in my own bed. Play my PS2 and watch dvds without planning the day. Tonight i had fun in Bulldog with the guys. Jaclyn Victor joined us as well and she went on the mic a few times.

All in all this last week has started me thinking about people I meet. I believe in the reality that no one isncie to y ou for no reason. I mean in the initial stages la. Like everyone I meet for the first time, I am very cautious as to what their intentions are. It takes a long time before i give them trust and complete friendship. Probabnly why i have only very few close friends. And i am fine with that. In fact it's better for me. But I started to think about when the tables are turned and what people might think of me and my intentions.

I have met so many people over the course of the last few days and i think i need to slow down. Meeting people is amazing but meeting potential friends is getting tiring to keep up with. Who do you hang with and who do you not. I know it all seems confusing to you reading this. But I guess i am a point in my life where certaint hings need to be done and certain commitments and certain questions need to be answered and decisions need to be done. The problems is there are too many answers to every question. So much so i don't feel like looking at the questions. Relationships, friendships, family, career. Lots to think about. Whats right and wrong.

I guess ultimately i got a soft heart and I need to harden it up and start trying to do things that make me happy for a change and not worry what the perception of people is and that saying, doing or acting a certain way regardless is gonna hurt or offend someone anyway. So might as well just chill and try and have fun with my life.

Yes for the first time ever you have seen the serious and very confused side of Pietro Ambrose Felix.

More pics of the new godson & family

Ok here are some more pics of my new godson. Ewan and his big brother Ettienne. Of course the other guy in the pics is my big brother Mark.

 

Some Pics from KK

Here are some pics from KK. Yeah it's nothing much I know. But thanks to Intan and Nini for showing us around and taking us EVERYWHERE!. It was awesome